numbWell today was just Peachy! I woke up got online, got some new aim buddies, and went to work. I closed at got out at two then I went to see Ms. Sheena who I haven't seen in like 5 months. We talked out our stupid ex-boyfriends and then just hung out for awhile. I think that something going on is wrong. I came home and I felt this awkward feeling between me and Matthew. He questioned me being out at Kroger w/Sheena. I don't think he trusts me. I don't know why he might not trust me, but I don't know. I don't want to sleep now. I think he is angry with me. And for the first time I think ever I feel like I'm going to cry because of it. With no proof there is no reason, I know that but I don't know. I guess every quote holds its own strings. I have school today long chemistry and long Math from 5 - 9 I don't want to go though. I know I have to be there for Chemistry the whole time but since it is the first meeting of this Math class I don't think that I will have to be there until 9. Oh my...I'm crying why IN THE FUCK am I crying. I don't know. I guess when it comes down to it everyone breaks under the smallest of pressure. I'm so weak.
Ta Ta
-Heather
